BT2 starts in less than 12 hours time. How am I supposed to work with only less than 25% of info?
Doomed, blame myself for playing, shopping, enjoying myself the whole month away.
The lack of time make me all stressed up. I went to the doctor on friday, and spent $24.60 of consultation fees to cry in front on the doctor for 45 mins. JOKE. I broke down suddenly, cos of the stressful schoolwork.
The worst year in my 18 years of life.
&still trying to find a happy ending
damn h1n1. ppl, pls stop hoping/praying/whatever that u get it.
let this disease be gone!
&still trying to find a happy ending
guess it's time i blog again, it's been over a month since i last posted.
life's been boring, BT2 is about a week later, and yet i've not done much. i haven't even done much maths, usually i should have done way more than what i have done now. dont know what's wrong with me, but i feel quite sick of school alr, it's much worse than last year's promos or when i was preparing for BT1 earlier this year. i feel like giving up, my first time feeling this way towards studies. school work wasn't a pressure at all for the past 14 years, and now i am lagging behind. lagging behind so much that i'm so lost. i cant find a start to revise the work, and my mind and body is discouraging me to do so.
SCREW THIS. T.T
i know there's only 5 mths left, the past 18 mths passed super fast. but i still cant bring mysef to push on during this 5 mths. i hate my life now.
&still trying to find a happy ending
got out of the house the first time today! gosh. labour day, my parents 21st anniversary(: some celebration, my parents spend money like mad! lol. my father was like this nice, that nice, and bought everything for my mum. haha.
lunch at manhattan fish market. three of us cant even finish the seafood platter for TWO. HAHAHA.
what's with the red dotted underline under some of the words in the post?
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i'm not in school for the whole week. my goodness. just because of a damn flu! and what's worse is that i cant do anything, cos im just sleeping throughout the day cos of the medicine. lol. i'm wasting and rotting away at home! seriously, i want to get out and go to school, and have fun alr!
im gaining more weight when im sick, seriously. eating NON-STOP!
i want to go to school and exercise alr =DDD
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i so pity myself! i haven't bathe properly for the past 5 days. bathrooms in my house cant be used, cos there's some repair work going on since the pipes burst! now my whole family have to rely on one small toilet downstairs! zzz. we bathe, shit, pee in the same area. bathing is the worse! it's as if i'm at chalet,or maybe worse than that. boil hot warm, collecting water into buckets and bathe using a cup. my goodness. when was the last time i bathe like that!
luckily, i still have my room. my poor parents have to sleep in the living room, cos their room is damn dirty cos of the renovation. lol.
this is going to last till thursday at least, OMG!!!
i want my bathroom, BACK!
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i love my life as it is now. having some time to study in school, spend time with friends and boyf and able to have small talks with my parents(: hope things stay this way! =D
150409, <3.
can you believe it? it's been four years, love.
&still trying to find a happy ending